Saturday, October 20, 2012

不喜歡

我不喜歡我媽在我前面跟我說哪個男人對我好。

我不喜歡我媽每次都告訴我應該怎樣對那個男的。

我不喜歡我媽每次像犯花癡似的,跟我說那個男的好處。

我不喜歡那個男的。

我不喜歡自己一直在發脾氣。

聽到我媽講這些我就好煩。

覺得噁心。


我媽不喜歡我每次都說:“我討厭男生!”

我媽不喜歡我每次都說:“我厭倦了說話!”

我媽不喜歡我每次都說:“因為壓力,我無視所有的男生!”

因為這些男生都包括他。


我覺得很噁心。

總感覺我媽要把我賣給那個男的,她才甘心。

我的未來一定是那個男的。

我覺得好噁心。

面對這種媽,我覺得噁心。


幾時開始我媽變成了這個樣子?

噢,離婚的時候。


所以我的感受都不被考慮?

我覺得噁心,所以要被罵?

我覺得煩,發脾氣,頂回嘴,所以是活該?


惡……我真的好討厭男的。

媽,你逼得我更討厭他了。



————————————  結束噁心的分界線  ———————————

話說上個星期五考完了試。

一敗塗地。

我真的太活該了。

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星期六 (13.10.2012)

去了 vocaloid project diva: pool party :)

基本上,我是去75人的。=w=)v

第一次跟小雷、Kuro Dai & C.K 合作,開始的時候大家都不熟,感覺有點尷尬……

可是這不成問題~

因為在我字典里,很難會出現【尷尬】這兩個字。

哈哈!拜託!也不想想我是誰~ xD

嘿,後感不錯!因為覺得除了Kuro以外,大家都是【受】! xDDD

基本上,被75得最慘的應該是C.K了……
仗著自己是“姐姐” 一直在75他!
咔咔!!可愛被虐受啦~!

可是終於明白樂極生悲了……

在75 Calvin 的時候,被踢了踢腳,腫了……=3=

算了~ 也不妨礙大爺我75人!目標:Elyon xD

可惜寶貝Jessie 這麼早就得走了……

不然追著她來打也是一種樂趣~ 【被打 xD

照片本人是挺滿意的啦~ 
感覺大爺我很斯文似的~
這是假象! xD

大合照~! xD

我跟寶貝的合照!!

我很喜歡跟寶貝合照~ 其實想拉著她拍更多的……可是被小雷搶去了 =3= 我鄙視帥哥!xDDD

還有很多美好的照片的……可是看著攝影師,本爺覺得是【石沉大海】了……

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星期日 (14.10.2012)

去了拍 涼宮春日:Gymnastic 版本。

EPIC FAIL.

真的。
我的表情看起來就是黑社會大姐大要打架的表情……((哭!

早上發燒就夠倒楣的了……
之後還眼鏡不適,隱形眼鏡不能戴……

orz……

然後還被燙傷!!!
奶奶的……

痛了我六天! =血=

因為覺得嚴重委屈,我就跑去嚇大眾了~

頂著自以為帥的紫毛,我去Leisure Mall Sushi King 嚇人 xD

好啦,我也有跑去亂晃,下了幾個人 xD


淒涼的一天就醬過完了… :D

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20/10/2012

我好沒用!

居然沒在讀書!

真的是想死了!!!!

17/10/2012

Domino Pizza Day xDDD 

Monday, October 8, 2012

Weddings 0w0

recently, don't know y really like weddings x)

i guess i really sot ald.

past me doesn't believe in love, not to mention marriage.
now is also the same though x)

its not that i don't believe the existence of true love, 
its just that i don't believe that the girl would be me, thats all.

listened to a fren of mine telling me how happy her cousins sister was in her wedding n how the husband loves her makes me feel that "ahh...how lucky she is...:)"

n saw Ella from S.H.E married off so happily makes me wonder if a marriage really gonna make a girl the happiest woman in the world for once?

i guess so :)

but maybe just not me...

however, its still makes me really happy to see friends around me found their loves xD
although there will b some fights but ya, i can see the happiness within them.

sometimes seeing them so happy make me wonder "when will it be me?"
haha, i doubt i wil ever have once...x_x

*sad =3= xD

yesterday, went cosplay working with Jessie, Ayumi & April. :)
it was a mid- autumn festivel in a primary in seremban.

there was a girl in clown suit but can see she is a really optimistic x)
oh n really friendly xD

it was like "awww~" when i saw her with her bf together x3 
how cute x)

n her bf so leng zai xDDD

Was GREAT working with Jessie all again despite some issues...
coz it reminded me of 猜燈謎 with Jessie when we were just 13 years-old xD

somehow, v r still very hyper xD







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after stpm the movie i wanna buy n watch~! >> 《壞壞女孩》 


Ella~ i Lub u xDDD

Saturday, October 6, 2012

Moron Me

i have no idea what i've been doing lately.

not working, not studyinng, not thinking...

i really should just slap myself, seriously.

there's a lot in my brain lately,
all seems so useless.
they shud just get out of my brain n let the studies go in.

so mayb i should just slp myself so hard that i would realise how stupid i m here wasting my time.
bastard...




Friday, October 5, 2012

最近都在煲YouTube...真的是個壞孩子……

都看了《命中註定我愛你》、《原來愛,就是甜蜜》、《下一站幸福》等偶像劇。

電影的話,看了《百萬富翁的初戀》、《初雪》、《狼的誘惑》、《Snow White》、《One Day》、《Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti Do》、《The Parents Trap》、《非誠勿擾》......還有很多……看到我都忘了……看,我有多過分……

看到我連做夢,都看到了吳建豪……=///v///= orz,他真的很帥啦~ 人家好害羞哦~ *捂臉*
【眾:你欠打啊!? xD

沒啦,重點是,我看了《one day》,
一部關於命運作弄、等待的故事。

沒有很感人,要的話,過程甚至讓你覺得無聊。
可是,我卻看了。

平平淡淡,
愛卻不說,
愛卻不懂。

就醬過了不知道多少個十年……
到最後,女主角死了

人總是醬,
時間過了才發現晚了。

我也是……到現在,居然還沒讀書!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

要被打了 =3=




讀書加油!Fighting! >3<)o

Monday, October 1, 2012

Stupid

ALL MY POSTS R STRICTLY PRIVATE!!! i mean its my private feeling that u dont share wit others. TQ.

men..r hopeless...=_=

for god sake they say they understand u.
thn go to ur friend n say "i noe her n i noe she wil do this n do that" or " wont do this or that."

yeah ryte..= =
y dont u take a look in the mirror or even look at who u r talking to?

thats my bff ok?
she definately know me better then u do.

i feel like laughing wen i hear my bff told me this.
stupid man.

oh n the best part is it is so obvious ure talking bout them n they still din realised bout it.
N even say "im definately not the one~" oh yeah ryte!

wonder whr the fucking over-self-confident came from..
when self- confident is over, its not self-confident anymore,
its call "NUSANCE" ok? =w="


can they make my life peaceful by get themselves out of my life? =x=



hvn been in good mood since ytd...
i just want my Her to b happy... :'(